Happy new year

I know it have been a while since I have written here! But I was hell busy during this time! actually more hectic than busy!! anyways, in short I resigned from my last job and at the moment today is my first officially unemployment date! :)
Anybody got any nice jobs in their pocket!? lemma know ;)
Thank god it's the Christian new year! which means it's not spring!! Because there is a saying in Iranwhich says "Sale nekoo az baharash peydast" meaning "good year is seeable from it's spring!!" well right now, I have no job on one hand, and on the other, I don't have a gorgeousgirl around me to kiss at the new year!!! Damn I gotta do something before spring! ;)

back to business but ba toop e por ;)

baba jan khaste shodam baske ina vaghtamo talaf kardan o man o vaziatam o roo hava negah dashtan!
felan dar jang e sard be sar mibarim :)
oona koli vaghfe endakhte boodan! badam oosoolan CEOmoon az raveshe jange sard be soorate indirect amal mikone.... hey afradesho mindaze be joone man ke ba man bahs konan khodesh moonde aghab!
inbar man attach kardam indirect! raftam pishe HR o azash marahele resign ro porsidam! oonam goft badam porsidam che khesarati mibinam age masalan hamin emrooz resign konam ke yani dige nemiam! oonam goft bad hey migoft hala chera mikhaii beri! manam goftam ke raftam iran fekr kardam didam inja vasam nemiarze in CEO ham mesle oon CTO e dare vaghtamo talaf mikone too iranam koli fekr kardam raje be karaii ke mitoonam oonja bokonam!
HRemoonam goft baba midoonam option haye dige ham dari vali hade aghal be nazare man 6 mah vaista! manam goftam fekr nemikonam injoor beshe! vali felan mikhastam optionam o barresi konam bebinam marahele har kari chie! ye 2-3 roozi ham ba boss e networking dam az amadeye raftan zadam (hanoozam mizanam! va vaghanam amadam ye jooraii)
bad ooni ke bishtar az 1 mah khabari azash nabood hamoon moghe raje be man harf zadan o baz afradesho ferestad ke be man patak bezanan! koli in boss e networking goft ke to ro cheghadr mikhaiim o to cheghadr khoobio vali chizi ke mikhaii aslan mogheiiatesh nist o oon chizaii ke exCTO gofte bood harf o ghol e bikhod boode o alan vaziat fargh dare o ina! manam labor cardamo dar avordam ke roosh neveshte bood project coordinator! goftam baba in ke dige ghol nist! in chizie ke bar asasesh visam dar oomade! az in dige paiin nemiam! oonam saket shod!
badesh ke maghadiri jange sard rado badal shod boss ba omide inke mano too jange sard va gheire mostaghim defeat karde bashe goft bia daftaram paye mize mozakere!
manam raftam oonja o oon aval porsid boss e netowkring bahat harf zad!!??? manam goftam are! ye khiale rahati dasht mikeshid ke shooroo kardam card neshoon dadan! (albate oonaii ke already rooe! oon card labor o na! oona gozashtam bahs ke dagh shod oon ke bet kard biaram vasash! ;) )
behesh goftam man ye seri minimum daram o shooroo kardam ;) oonam dobare did hanooz man ram nashodam goft ke dobare boro ba afradam bahat kal kal konan! manam goftam hazeram ;)
felan ke sar o sedast ;) vali farghesh ine ke ghablesh khob man mikhastam zoodtar be natije berese! hala ke salary date gozasht e ghaedatan oon mikhad zoodtar sar o tahesho dar biare! man hala vaght daram! mikhamam toolesh bedam ke age beshe offer e digeii begiram aslan resign konam!
uffff too much fact! yeki nist bege who cares ;)
vali that's about it! :) I'm in the middle of a fight! ye jooraii zadam roo masire ya marg ya zendegi! ya offer o khoob dar miad az toosh ya aslan bikar misham ta ye yeki 2 hafte dige ;)

I feel like Habibi in iran! presidents change, bosses change! but I'm still here ;) the only difference is that I still don't have a white hair! I suppose that's becuase I don't have hair! ;)

Ine! ;-)

The motive of this post is specifically Elnaz. ;-)
well this is what have been happening in the past few weeks.
I have been working my a$$ off working on the office network and for some structure and security stuff that didn't always make sense. During this time I got a new colleague who just entered in the morning of a working day that has been started in the morning of the day before!!!! (I have been in office for 26 hours!!!) so I hand over the day's task and left home, then since that day we started restructuring the whole network, till something mad happened in the office! a huge fight in managerial level (apparently it was even a bigger deal than that, what we saw was the managerial level!!!) well I wont give you a headache! The end result was that by direct boss, the CTO left the company. Now I have been doing this suffering for such long time because there was some commitments on my bosses side and I was waiting for the promised position to come true! now I don't know if the CEO even knows anything about those promises!!! I have to talk to him today, latest tomorrow!
because I just received a call from one of my university instructors telling me the position I didn't follow-up with 3 months ago is still standing, but if I'm interested I have to apply immediately! So I met with head of IT department, and he was telling me you’re better than what we need in here at the moment why don't you stay where you are!? The thing is few of my instructors are friends of our CEO and they know I'm working here! :) Probably by tomorrow my CEO will know that I applied for the other job as well! Which is not a bad thing!?
I got a lesson that loyalty it's a scam that people use to abuse you! so I'm not gonna follow that anymore!
the reason I'm saying that is that last time I talked to my CTO and told him I had this offer but I didn't take it and I told them that I had a job he told me what offer do you have now! I told him I don't have because I told them I have a job already and I'm not interested! he told me then the package your are right now is what you have. of course he didn't told me like this, and he told me that your loyalty is very well appreciated! But bottom-line! This is it!
Well first time I lost some time it was their fault! if I make the same mistake the second time is my fault!
Let’s see how things are gonna develop from now on!

#$%^&*()

Confused!
reasons:

1. have some tasks to do for the CEO


2. have some tasks to do for the Business head


3. have MANY tasks to do for the CTO (whose my Boss) and keeps telling me don't forget the priorities!!!!! which is changing all the time


4. have to do many small things for everyone in the office, when they have problems!!


5. and still I'm the last one to know I'm being transfered to a different office!!!!


6. I'm loosing my table as well for the time being till I go the the Other!? office which I don't know which one is the destination yet!


7. I don't know if this means the promissed Promotion is coming, or I'm just loosing my current position! should I be happy or sad!

now you see why I'm confused!
oh and let me add my out of office confusion:

1. My landlord is telling me to vacant the place after 4.5 years telling me that they want all the singles to vacant their homes in their properties!!!!!!


2. The rent prices are skyhigh at the moment!!!!


3. my visa is not out yet, so even if I find a place that I can afford, I cannot rent actually because I don't have a visa!!!


4. I haven't got the chance to cash my last month cheque!!!


5. this thursday is Mory's wedding ceremony and I can't go because I should take care of my visa, home, job, ...


6. ETC and ETC and ETC

NOTE: I'm not ghorring! ;-) I'm just trying to clear my mind to see what are the things that I should figureout! but when I look at the list, before I get to the buttom I forget the first parts, so even having them in front of me is not really working! ;)

nuclear

I feel like a nucleus in a nuclear reactor! where ever I go I get charged by electrons, till I explode, then all my electrons keep falling apart, then again the process repeats over and over again. I finish with university stuff, then I have work stuff, then visa stuff, work contract, then my land lord tells me that I should leave because they are getting rid of all the bachelors!!! (that's prejudice!!!!) then I find that there is a stick in my tire!!!! everything good and bad are happening! but it's just too much!

In my own defence!

In my own defence I want to say well! any hardware would slow down under the heat of overload when it's being under heavy use till after midnight for 2 nights in the row and start over in the morning!
Damn I forgot to call better homes! C ya! :-)

Time to remove some stuff from my start up!

Ok I guess it's time for me to remove some stuff from my startup, or expand my RAM memory! we have a server called Beirut! and we have a lebeneese restaurant called Beirut! I was calling Beirut restaurant to order launch! I had a feeling that I'm connecting to the Beirut Domain, and when the guy picked up the phone, I was like thinking, ok What was my user and password in this domain! what should I do!!!!! I was really confused! I need at least a quick memory defragmentation!!!!

Nahayate Hang kardan

hamishe migan asoontarin kare momkene aab khordane, va hame kararo ba aab khordan moghayese mikonan! khob man emrooz nahayate Hang o kardam! livan e aab o gozashteboodam labe dahanam moonde boodam hala bayad chi kar konam!!!! :) fekre mashghool chi kara ke ba adam nemikone ;)